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Tuesday, February 15, 2005 Sorry gals...Especially those who came all the way to the airport to see me off, but didnt get to see me in the end. Stupid me la, gave u guys the wrong time. Was scolding myself all the way to the gate.. Haiz, that shows how much I wanted to leave. But anyway, I've been doing great here. Mum came over and scolded me for the messy house. What's new rite? HAPPY (belated) VALENTINE's day to all of you =) Looking forward to going back to S'pore. LOVE YA ALL Mad M'matician @ 2:33 pm * * * * Boo..Sunday, February 13, 2005 So are we goin to be at changi to send chang off on tues though it's early in the morn?me am gonna be free in the day so.. er, eh.. let me noe k. love ya jun @ 5:45 pm * * * * erm... okSunday, February 06, 2005 yvonne's entry. . . no comment.i really have no idea what to say. if i were to sum my feelings up into one word it would be : huh? i don't think i need to explain myself. brianna @ 9:10 am * * * * ermSaturday, February 05, 2005 erm eh er.. tt was smthing i din see comin.. well er...see every1 tml then.. i'll bring lousy cards tt bern hates.. then perhaps we'll douse everything in sauvignon blanc to keep every1 blabbering.. in fact i think i'm doin tt now.. er eh.. we'll see tml la.. take lotsa pics kjun @ 11:18 pm * * * * *uncomfortable* Asked my mum about the car, she said"NO, you're not taking my car..." So ping, i dunno how you're gonna settle the car problem. ====== erm... didnt expect that from yvon... =( But i'm looking forward to seeing you this sun! Mad M'matician @ 2:22 pm * * * * my 2 cents wah.. hmm.. von.. i thnk it took a lot of guts to write that.. n i thank you for that..thanks for letting me know how you feel... and i will do my best to change i've lways thought that you neve joined us cos u were busi.. and slowly it became a habit.. i'm sorry for making assumption that you wouldnt come to our gathering.. and therefore leaving you out please dont feel that way you are a part of our clique nothing can change that pingzhi @ 2:13 pm * * * * -nothing- I'm leaving my mark -To say that I've read Yvonne's entry 5 times and I've still got nothing to say to it. See ya all Sunday! Fel Flisha @ 1:41 pm * * * * Yvonne's Hi people,yvonne wanted to say this to all of us... but she couldnt blog or leave a tag... so she wrote me what she wants to say and here is it... i posted it up... Date: Fri, 04 Feb 2005 00:43:40 +0800 Dear all, It been eons since i last contacted any of you...i know that this might come as a surprise but i need to come clear about how i feel...i dunno if anione wil read this...oh man, this is tough...i have loads to say but dunno where to start.. I was reading the entries that you all wrote and these are just some thoughts about them. I noe i have neglected all of you the past 3 years, ever since we left IJ..i am guilty of not meeting up with u guys even though you all have been in close contact throughout...u might say i m not putting enough ( or any for that matter ) effort to keep up with this friendship. Through the 2 years in sec 3 and 4, u guys have always been around me...we do loads of stuff together. But...somehow, i don't feel as close to you all as i should feel...maybe i am thinking too much..or maybe its just wishful thinking on my part. I feel that as friends, we should at the very least remember each others birthday...well we all remembered everyone else's...but somehow when it got to mine...nobody remembered. You might say that i m petty and all...but i was expecting something for that special occassion...maybe i am expecting too much...i dunno.. Then there were all the little gatherings that you all had and i couldn't go...at times i felt that...u noe..maybe it would be better if i wasn't there...it wouldn't have made a difference..dats was exactly how i felt!! Isn't it sad that after we have been through so much..this thought actually fills my mind?! sometimes, i feel inferior to you all..mayb that's why i can't click with u all sometimes...its like everytime i meet u all for dinner for example, i feel like i can only talk to maybe shuxian and changyi...the rest...even if i talk to u all...i feel very concious of what i say...i dun feel as relaxed as i shld be..then there the topics which u all talk about...somehow..i always feel small when i m around u all...esp around fel n ping...dun ask me why...its just a feeling...like there will always be this gap that seperates us from one another... I noe that now is not exactly the best time to discuss about how i feel and all...with changyi going off soon...but...i feel that if i dun say it...we will never be able to talk freely around one another...never be able to do the things we do...i really hope to have you all as good friends...friends that i noe will stay with me throughout my life...friends whom i noe will always b there for me and i for you...dats all for now...cya on sun... ~~love, von xian @ 1:11 pm * * * * yeah!! MEET ME! on SUNday..Wednesday, February 02, 2005 GAL.. may i have ur ATTENTION!I've asked most of you.. i think except MANDY n its settled! we're meeting on SUNDAY for a gathering at UPPER pierce reservoir okie?! thing is we kinda need a driver... ACTUALLY.. we need a CAR!? @@ WHERE CAN WE FIND ONE? shall we meet for lunch at 12? THOMSON prata... then make our way down so in that case we dont really need to prepare food... i think before we go we'll just stop by 7-11 to but tibits... we'll go there to play BRIDGE.. chit chat.. play TWISTER n take loads of PHOTOS.. okie...! we'll be done by bout 5.. cos jun need to go to work.. but we can go somewhere for dinner... how's that sound...??? jus reply here... ASAP or if ur that lazy.. u can tag my blog... its on the URL... pingzhi @ 11:32 pm * * * * |