Sunday, October 31, 2004
HAPPY HALLOWEEN BABES!anyways, the 150th dinner thing sounds good..
when is it?
FElz, glad to know you're still alive..
Mandy, you came to Singapore right? How come ya didn't tell anyone?
was real sore we all couldn't get together..
*sneaky sneaky*
well.. gotta go eat my damn nice vanilla ice-cream (it doesn't even taste vanilla!) and satisfy my craving!
till later babes..
lotsa luv and hugz and kisses
brianna @ 10:43 pm
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150th dinner?Thursday, October 28, 2004
COOL?When is it??
I want to go!!!
Mad M'matician @ 6:48 am
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i miss the babes... fel! thanks so much for the msg.. really made my month! lol way cool bubble baths.. i like!! hmm... i totally understand bout all the sch work n stuff.. its CRASIE... @@.. bleah... totally know what you mean by "keeping your sanity"...heh.. oh i'm feeling much better bout this alienation fit that i've been throwing... something happened today.. bet was gods doing but yea.. i'm at feeling much better.. you're right about talking to a bunch of aquaintances... it often feels very foreign..
but guess you're right.. that at least u,i, n the babes aren't mobster.. that would be totally gross..
thanks for the sharing.. pep talk.. it helped.. made me smile.. it means a great deal.. thanks gal!
oh didn't feel you were over the top... or 'high-up' ..
btw... in one of your entries you mention being in love.. hmm..?! what's that all about..
oh n... ani one want to go to the 150th dinner.. its $70 per person... Ms. tan told me to gather a bunch to get a table.. changyi is alreadygoing but sitting at another table.. any takers...?!
better get back to my research that i was here to do... tata..
take care guys.. hope to hear from ya!
pingzhi @ 1:10 am
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PingZhi!!Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Hey babes, I sure haven't written here in a LONG LONG time.That might be true, but I've been reading up.
PZ, sorry for taking such a long time to reply.
I've been extremely busy babe - with schoolwork, socialising, and with keeping in touch with myself so as to save my sanity.
But that aside, I've been good.
Don't you worry about me.
And yes, I will be home in December just in case you decide to shower me with attention *hint* :P
I hope you're feeling better from 18th Oct when you felt lonely.
Babe, having heaps of people around you can ironically have the strangest effect of making you feel lonely, especially when you're not particularly close to anybody.
That I guess is bad - because you feel lonely.
But feeling lonely isn't all that bad, because it shows that you're keeping your individuality.
It makes it all the more blatant that you haven't dissolved into the mob (remember the 'mob' mentality' in Mockingbird?)
Hall isn't that bad babe.
You get to make a lot of friends.
Not so nicely, it's making contacts and having people to turn to for 'purposes'.
Live the life and enjoy it while you can.
Then move on.
You've realized it yourself - the only way to be in touch with yourself is to spend time with yourself (and sometimes with God).
Don't forget to pray...
Over my 2 week break, I've discovered yet another way of spending time with myself!
Sitting in the bathtub with sweet smelling bath salts and layers of bubbles with a rubber ducky and a trashy magazine is a wonderful way of loner-ing :D
You know, selfish and possessive-of-my-PZ me is actually relieved that you're still the PZ I know because you're still you and not part of the 'mob'.
I love you the way you are.
ps. I just read through my blog entry and realized that I sound high-up-there. Never meant for it to be so.
Flisha @ 11:59 am
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feeling distant..Monday, October 18, 2004
rarh.. uni is such a handlful.. more so hall activities.. i miss hanging out..what is everyone up to..?
Mandy.. i seriously didnt know that you were in town.. my apologies.. i was looking forward to you coming back.. then i find out that you left already.. think fel tried to tell me.. but i misundersstood her msg.. argh.. crap...
Fel.. how've you've been.. i'm sorry that i dont know.. will ya be coming back in dec? when..? crap.. i dont know what to sae.. miss ya.. wish we could meet up.. wish i knew when to call.. if to call..
on the other hand.. i never even seem to have time to think.. hall life sucks.. they cramp you with so many things so do.. they make you neglect everything outside.. they're priorities suck.. so i dont intend to stay next sem.. they are a whole bunch of fakies..
so unlike you guys.. i much rather travel to sch each day.. spend my evenings eating cheese prata n playing bridge then with those dweebs...
i wish we could be like old times..
but i doubt that going to happen.. our lives now are so seperate.. its hard to find time..
argh.. dont mind my ranting.. i'm just feeling a little lonely..
pingzhi @ 1:17 pm
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